Saturday, January 17, 2009
Thursday, January 15, 2009
HIKAYAT 1001 MALAM 110109
the entrance
the lepak place
i like the setting!
standing next to a doll.ouchh
abg putra yg mesraaaa
my short hair-turned into-a bun
the table setting
i was made up by a girl this time.no ponz ponz
ayu,dont kill me,he sat beside me all thru the nite!!!
pls, i want this cake!!cantik sgt!!
before we left shugiga :(
i was wearing:
jubah- from hajabba boutique
dangling belt - tangs, singapore
bag - karen millen
accesories - my wedding accessories
shoes - my wedding shoes
jubah- from hajabba boutique
dangling belt - tangs, singapore
bag - karen millen
accesories - my wedding accessories
shoes - my wedding shoes
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
BENCI TAPI RINDU -a love story-
*proud parents/2008*
*mum & dad to be/lenggang perut-baby shower*
*honeymooners-preggy 2months/penrith*
*tunangan orang/mac 2007*
*zaman bercinta/date at one utama*
*zaman bercinta/date at the studio*
*zaman bercinta/date at bangsar*
*zaman bercinta/muzik-muzik*
*zaman bercinta/equatorial hotel*it has been a long time since the last time i blogged about the man of my life.since nia was born, everything is about nia.nia.nia.kesian barney :( hehe. in 8 days time, we will reach our 4 years and 10 months anniversary. how fast time flies. i can still remember the first time i saw him and his group performing at mmu 5 years back.
how i hate looking at his snobbish face tho i couldnt see his 'gatal' eyes behind his dark shades. the reason i went for his show was not because of him but because of another member whom i used to have a crush on:p haha. i didnt even bother to look at him what more shake his hands.my eyes were all glued to another jambu guy.hehe.
a few days later, a friend of mine (who happened to be his friend too) called me. and i thought i could recognize his voice asking me to come over to modestos for their album launch. but it was more of asking a favour from me to jadi gadis bidan terjun. i agreed to come over, not because of barney but i was too excited to meet the jambu guy again!ahah. so there i was, in the middle of afternoon, walking unconfidently into modestos. and there he was, on the stage preparing for soundcheck.salam salam semua org including jambu guy and i was briefed by barney on what to do on stage as 'cik tipah yang tertipu'. he was so over-friendly that day and i was quite uncomfortable but im glad, at least he made me felt 'welcomed'. so we had lunch before the launch.i can still remember; a very long table +lots of guys (jambu guys) whom i was starstruck with due to their ability in singing good rNb songs+ spaghetti +pizzas and the list goes on....and i was kinda lost n controlling myself.i ate the pizzas with fork n spoon when i usually eat them with my bare hands. and i was sooo lost in the middle of the 'entertaiment people in their entertainment business'.
big barney showed interest in me starting from the lunch table.he kept on introducing me to other people as his 'fiance'.i felt stupid+bullied+irritated+geli and didnt know how to react. imagine, he just met me for a few hours and i was already his fiance??so, the show started after lunch.i was nervous, couldnt imagine myself 'crying' in front of all the reporters.but there he was, trying to comfort me...(i was like "ee..cube schweett la konon). so i managed to do it.watch them performed and as soon as everything was over, i was about to leave but the boys were busy being interviewed.so i just asked my friend to say thanks on my behalf to them. as i was about to enter my car, big barney waved to me, asking me to wait for him to finish his interview. but i didnt care less (hehe jual mahal sket) coz i wanted to avoid the traffic jam.
as i was driving and nearly reached subang, my hp rang. "hello boleh saya cakap dengan tipah?" me:"tipah?siapa ni?" (i felt annoyed coz i got the hint already but was still unsure) "tipah la.u tipah kan?" eee...geram sgtttt.takder tactic lain ke?? "ni cat la...." hehe...all i could think at that time was to just play around with him..layan je coz i menyampah sgt...and starting from that very first call, the rest became history:) dari benci jadi sayang. i never thought i could end up marrying him and have a beautiful lil nia as a result of our love. i dont want to elaborate more on our courtship period, but they were full of memories and beautiful experiences.being wif him has built my self confidence.i met a lot of people, and these people are from a very different world where i was taught to brush up my communication skills, and i learnt a lot. looking back, i am so so so thankful i met him and didnt end up with my sodeeplycrushheartbreaking ex-bf. due to our 9 years age gap, big barney made me a better person/woman.
dear big barney, u completed my journey of life.because of you, i became a wife and because of you,i am now a mother.but deep inside my heart, i would always want to be your stylish,outgoing,sporting girlfriend you loved to have during our courtship period:) because those were the reasons you fell in love with me back then...so no matter how many shugagis or shugigas we produced, i will try my best to maintain as 'your grilfriend' k? love u, n many more years of blissful marriage to come, insyaallah.
love, billy bob (barney girl).
p/s:a big thing i learnt =lagi u tak suka/benci org tu, dont be suprised if u end wif that person u hate the most. (just like me....hehehe...)
how i hate looking at his snobbish face tho i couldnt see his 'gatal' eyes behind his dark shades. the reason i went for his show was not because of him but because of another member whom i used to have a crush on:p haha. i didnt even bother to look at him what more shake his hands.my eyes were all glued to another jambu guy.hehe.
a few days later, a friend of mine (who happened to be his friend too) called me. and i thought i could recognize his voice asking me to come over to modestos for their album launch. but it was more of asking a favour from me to jadi gadis bidan terjun. i agreed to come over, not because of barney but i was too excited to meet the jambu guy again!ahah. so there i was, in the middle of afternoon, walking unconfidently into modestos. and there he was, on the stage preparing for soundcheck.salam salam semua org including jambu guy and i was briefed by barney on what to do on stage as 'cik tipah yang tertipu'. he was so over-friendly that day and i was quite uncomfortable but im glad, at least he made me felt 'welcomed'. so we had lunch before the launch.i can still remember; a very long table +lots of guys (jambu guys) whom i was starstruck with due to their ability in singing good rNb songs+ spaghetti +pizzas and the list goes on....and i was kinda lost n controlling myself.i ate the pizzas with fork n spoon when i usually eat them with my bare hands. and i was sooo lost in the middle of the 'entertaiment people in their entertainment business'.
big barney showed interest in me starting from the lunch table.he kept on introducing me to other people as his 'fiance'.i felt stupid+bullied+irritated+geli and didnt know how to react. imagine, he just met me for a few hours and i was already his fiance??so, the show started after lunch.i was nervous, couldnt imagine myself 'crying' in front of all the reporters.but there he was, trying to comfort me...(i was like "ee..cube schweett la konon). so i managed to do it.watch them performed and as soon as everything was over, i was about to leave but the boys were busy being interviewed.so i just asked my friend to say thanks on my behalf to them. as i was about to enter my car, big barney waved to me, asking me to wait for him to finish his interview. but i didnt care less (hehe jual mahal sket) coz i wanted to avoid the traffic jam.
as i was driving and nearly reached subang, my hp rang. "hello boleh saya cakap dengan tipah?" me:"tipah?siapa ni?" (i felt annoyed coz i got the hint already but was still unsure) "tipah la.u tipah kan?" eee...geram sgtttt.takder tactic lain ke?? "ni cat la...." hehe...all i could think at that time was to just play around with him..layan je coz i menyampah sgt...and starting from that very first call, the rest became history:) dari benci jadi sayang. i never thought i could end up marrying him and have a beautiful lil nia as a result of our love. i dont want to elaborate more on our courtship period, but they were full of memories and beautiful experiences.being wif him has built my self confidence.i met a lot of people, and these people are from a very different world where i was taught to brush up my communication skills, and i learnt a lot. looking back, i am so so so thankful i met him and didnt end up with my sodeeplycrushheartbreaking ex-bf. due to our 9 years age gap, big barney made me a better person/woman.
dear big barney, u completed my journey of life.because of you, i became a wife and because of you,i am now a mother.but deep inside my heart, i would always want to be your stylish,outgoing,sporting girlfriend you loved to have during our courtship period:) because those were the reasons you fell in love with me back then...so no matter how many shugagis or shugigas we produced, i will try my best to maintain as 'your grilfriend' k? love u, n many more years of blissful marriage to come, insyaallah.
love, billy bob (barney girl).
p/s:a big thing i learnt =lagi u tak suka/benci org tu, dont be suprised if u end wif that person u hate the most. (just like me....hehehe...)
Sunday, January 4, 2009
doubletriple bla bla bout nia karlyssa
this morning - 0715am-
as i was about to enter my car, nia, as usual will send me off to the front door, i waved at her "bye bye niaaaaaa" and to my suprise, she waved back, non stop until i stopped (with her ngantok face). owhh..i feel blessed all at once :)
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*happy new year 2009!!*
i didnt manage to write a 'closure' entry for 2008. however, to sum up 2008- one word BLESS-
the things i achieved this year:-
1. being a mother. created my own family tree (but not completed yet) the experience of giving labor n going thru the post natal period couldnt be described. u should experience it yourselves n u will understand :)
2. finally a permanent officer. a shift from prosecution to drafting. no more outstation=more time for nia :)
3. my hubby (and i secara kecik.hehe) bought our own house for our little family (and future kids insyallah). alhamdulillah.
PLANS for 2009
1. a very very GOOD financial planning to furnish our bare house which will be on vacant possession in a short while.phew.susah ni..... so kereta barney will stay.no kereta baru for a few years.takpe, saya bersyukur :p
2. take up nia's insurance n open her saving account n put all her monies in it.
3. maintain dgn bdn skrg (as long as i can fit into my old clothes, everything seems wonderful to me :)
4. insyallah, plan for nia's play mate.tungguuuuuu.
5. be a better wife n mother (this one is very very important)
6. become a good n better officer.
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*happy 8 months bday lil shugiga!!*
as usual, when her birthday is coming near, she will get her fever :( dgn batuk2 n flu but thank god, sbb dah biasa, we brought her to the clinic as soon as the fever was detected. alhamdulillah by now dia dh ok..n she's a whooping 10 kgs now!hehe.
i made use of the long holidays by spending time with nia and dating with big barney. we went out to pavillion, alamanda and a friend's wedding and i guess it's a big treat to nia since this girl mmg suka berjalan :)
btw, nia crawled secara betul2 on her birthday!!congrats darling im so proud of u!ye lah, selama ni dia dok tunjuk tanda2 nak berjalan je..dok berdiri sendiri, bangun pegang railing cot n kerusi, jalan guna walker tapi tak merangkak.last2 secara naturalnye dia merangkak :)and now she can even bangun dari berbaring pastu terus duduk.comel! dia pun dah start panjat2 her cot, naughtynya!! btw, lately ni semakin menjadi2 dia menangis everytime lepas mandi, taknak pakai baju!!nangis mcm kena dera!sabar je la....nia xleh sabar, nak bangun, xsuka baring :(
n we bought her first doll :) kelakar sgt coz hubby xkasi beli doll yg mata boleh buka tutup tu, dia takut!!so beli doll yg mata lukis je :p hehe.we also bought 2 pairs of shoes for her coz sedar2 je kasut2 dia dah tak muat...hehe.i also bought a diaper cloth for her, nak try dulu nia selesa ke tak, if everything goes well, we can save a lot of $$$.
haf a lot of her pictures to upload tapi cable mcm rosak la pulak..
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*the first time she fell*
it was about a month and a half ago. joled was carrying her after her swimming session. bapak went upstairs first without realizing he left his splashywateryfootsteps. while holed was carrying her carefully n i was in front of them...then OPPPSSS.it happened in a blink of an eye, in front of me but i didnt do anything.too shocked actually. alhamdulillah, her head was supported by joled's arms. but shugiga crieddddddddddddddddd as if someone just spanked her!she was shocked actually, n i had to soothe her.
babies falling down from any high places are a big nightmare to parents. moreover, she's crawling n moving so fast right now so i have to be extra careful.she's still sleeping wif us on the bed n her cot is only used as her playground.i used to put a time limit, at least when she's 6 months i'll let her sleep in her cot but i still couldnt change that routine... so about 2 weeks ago, i was lying on my bed in the evening trying to put nia to sleep.but instead, her mummy ni yg ngantok...dalam mamai2 tak sedar, syukur, tuhan bukakkan my eyes at the right moment n there she was, crawling at the end of our bed...NIAAAAAAA!! i quickly grabbed her. alhamdulillah.terus fobia nak terlena.so now, selagi nia tak tido, i cannot sleep, ok?
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*theonewholoveshermummy*
she's so clingy wif me right now.she knows when i am around, she will quickly turned to me n open her arms.pastu cemekkk..pastu terus nangis if i tak angkat her. BANGGA mummy k :) once i hold her, she will hug me and bila org lain try nak dukung dia, she will turn around and pegang mummy dia kuat kuat!! love u sayang! p/s: daddy pun kalah okay coz nia refused to go to him, instead she chose her mummy :)
as i was about to enter my car, nia, as usual will send me off to the front door, i waved at her "bye bye niaaaaaa" and to my suprise, she waved back, non stop until i stopped (with her ngantok face). owhh..i feel blessed all at once :)
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*happy new year 2009!!*
i didnt manage to write a 'closure' entry for 2008. however, to sum up 2008- one word BLESS-
the things i achieved this year:-
1. being a mother. created my own family tree (but not completed yet) the experience of giving labor n going thru the post natal period couldnt be described. u should experience it yourselves n u will understand :)
2. finally a permanent officer. a shift from prosecution to drafting. no more outstation=more time for nia :)
3. my hubby (and i secara kecik.hehe) bought our own house for our little family (and future kids insyallah). alhamdulillah.
PLANS for 2009
1. a very very GOOD financial planning to furnish our bare house which will be on vacant possession in a short while.phew.susah ni..... so kereta barney will stay.no kereta baru for a few years.takpe, saya bersyukur :p
2. take up nia's insurance n open her saving account n put all her monies in it.
3. maintain dgn bdn skrg (as long as i can fit into my old clothes, everything seems wonderful to me :)
4. insyallah, plan for nia's play mate.tungguuuuuu.
5. be a better wife n mother (this one is very very important)
6. become a good n better officer.
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*happy 8 months bday lil shugiga!!*
as usual, when her birthday is coming near, she will get her fever :( dgn batuk2 n flu but thank god, sbb dah biasa, we brought her to the clinic as soon as the fever was detected. alhamdulillah by now dia dh ok..n she's a whooping 10 kgs now!hehe.
i made use of the long holidays by spending time with nia and dating with big barney. we went out to pavillion, alamanda and a friend's wedding and i guess it's a big treat to nia since this girl mmg suka berjalan :)
btw, nia crawled secara betul2 on her birthday!!congrats darling im so proud of u!ye lah, selama ni dia dok tunjuk tanda2 nak berjalan je..dok berdiri sendiri, bangun pegang railing cot n kerusi, jalan guna walker tapi tak merangkak.last2 secara naturalnye dia merangkak :)and now she can even bangun dari berbaring pastu terus duduk.comel! dia pun dah start panjat2 her cot, naughtynya!! btw, lately ni semakin menjadi2 dia menangis everytime lepas mandi, taknak pakai baju!!nangis mcm kena dera!sabar je la....nia xleh sabar, nak bangun, xsuka baring :(
n we bought her first doll :) kelakar sgt coz hubby xkasi beli doll yg mata boleh buka tutup tu, dia takut!!so beli doll yg mata lukis je :p hehe.we also bought 2 pairs of shoes for her coz sedar2 je kasut2 dia dah tak muat...hehe.i also bought a diaper cloth for her, nak try dulu nia selesa ke tak, if everything goes well, we can save a lot of $$$.
haf a lot of her pictures to upload tapi cable mcm rosak la pulak..
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*the first time she fell*
it was about a month and a half ago. joled was carrying her after her swimming session. bapak went upstairs first without realizing he left his splashywateryfootsteps. while holed was carrying her carefully n i was in front of them...then OPPPSSS.it happened in a blink of an eye, in front of me but i didnt do anything.too shocked actually. alhamdulillah, her head was supported by joled's arms. but shugiga crieddddddddddddddddd as if someone just spanked her!she was shocked actually, n i had to soothe her.
babies falling down from any high places are a big nightmare to parents. moreover, she's crawling n moving so fast right now so i have to be extra careful.she's still sleeping wif us on the bed n her cot is only used as her playground.i used to put a time limit, at least when she's 6 months i'll let her sleep in her cot but i still couldnt change that routine... so about 2 weeks ago, i was lying on my bed in the evening trying to put nia to sleep.but instead, her mummy ni yg ngantok...dalam mamai2 tak sedar, syukur, tuhan bukakkan my eyes at the right moment n there she was, crawling at the end of our bed...NIAAAAAAA!! i quickly grabbed her. alhamdulillah.terus fobia nak terlena.so now, selagi nia tak tido, i cannot sleep, ok?
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*theonewholoveshermummy*
she's so clingy wif me right now.she knows when i am around, she will quickly turned to me n open her arms.pastu cemekkk..pastu terus nangis if i tak angkat her. BANGGA mummy k :) once i hold her, she will hug me and bila org lain try nak dukung dia, she will turn around and pegang mummy dia kuat kuat!! love u sayang! p/s: daddy pun kalah okay coz nia refused to go to him, instead she chose her mummy :)
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