just a lil' reminder for me...

i miss them :( plus some who are not in this pic...

today im in the office...had a bad news bout my case last week..but i'd rather not talk about it anymore..btw,this week is my 16th week of pregnancy. remembering my original intention in creating this blog was to keep track on the journey of my pregnancy, so i decided to compare some changes btw my first trimester and my early 2nd trimester stage....





1. earlier on i was 50 kgs, now 54 kgs :)


2. my bump is getting "slightly" bigger since dah masuk 4th month...n im starting to have difficulties adjusting my body during sleepingtime


3.my morning sickness (or all the time sickness) dah kurang...rite now the average of muntah2 is once a week...


4.nausea or loya2 dah hilang...before this tak boleh bau benda BUSUK n yuckie


5.symptom yg selalu serang right now is PENING. MAJOR HEAD ACHE


6.sakit perut yg i selalu dapat before this dah takda sgt...


7.since my perut is starting to grow, ive started using bio-oil n alhamdulillah so far no stretch marks n i hope the perut will grow beautifully...


8. about the piles/buasir...it's always there...like chipsmore, kejap ada, kejap takde:( it's very sensitive through out my pregnancy...especially now since im having batuk kering yg teruk..everytime batuk the pressure; instead pegi to perut (since ada baby so takboleh) it goes down there...so buasir pun jadi lagi coz batuk ni mcm meneran...sakit sgt...


9.right now i keep on urinating every now n then especially time malam waktu tidur...due to the rahim yg semakin membesar since baby pun growing so the rahim is pushing the tulang pelviks..batuk pun boleh terkencing okay :(


10.earlier stage of my pregnancy i didnt have the appetite to makan...n i used to crave for laksa..but since lepas raya, selera makan punyelah banyak...sometimes i dont even have a reason to eat but rasa lapar je..!n know tosai is still my fav plus ice cream!


11.earlier pun i didnt have the mood to go out or nak jumpa org,i'd rather stay at home n rest n sleep...kalau keluar pun malas nak dress up apa lagi pakai make up!! but now dah rajin berjalan balik n i find shopping interesting again:) plus im in the mood to mencantikkan diri...so at least im making my hubby smiles again:)


12.about the mood swing..it's still there, come n go..but the person who has to tolerate wif it most of the time is my hubby...kesian dia...i have to admit my condition ni really2 mencabar rumah tangga...it all depends on whether u can sabar or not. mengada2 usah cakap...manja 24 jam...marah mengamuk at the smallest thing...i pray to god to give us the strength nak go through this stage...


13.n most of all, since the earliest stage i knew i was preggie, the only person that i want to be wif 24/7 is my hubby!serious never felt this way before.tho we live in one house, it never feels enough!i need his attention n extra care ( i know dia pun pelik) n im extra sensitive dgn dia.tapi i realized that i really2 luv him n this feeling is so wonderful n i always want to manjakan him like a baby (i know he may not feel this way coz naturally guys are insensitive n rasa buat apa nak lebih2 kan?) but im thankful to god for giving me this unconditional feeling towards my hubby..really.(at least takla rasa guilty sgt marah2 dia selalu...hehe)





well...that's all at the moment...one thing for sure, a preggie woman like me HATES GOING TO WORK!!! all i wanna do is laze around at home...i dont wanna go to work!!i hate looking at my boss's face for no reason...:( but do i have a choice?





n...i miss my girl frens..lama tak buat stupid jokes.. (but it's good for the baby:p)

im back!!! heh

phew....lamanya tak update blog!so many many things have happened in onemonth time! london was great and it was my first time celebrating my birthday far far away from malaysia.... no wishes from my friends (since i forgot to register for roaming :( ) but only family around me...it's ok oz i got a suprise bday cake from my hubby late at nite when i just came out from the toilet finishing my business! thanks to everybody in the ramly's n my hubby too! we did a lot of shopping in london (even though i promised to myself not to buy anymore shoes or clothes) but i took the opportunity to buy some maternity clothes n some (some???) for the little one :) n the best n most worth buy was a dior n a celine handbag:)

thank god kesihatan di london okay...except muntah once...the journey in the flight was also okay...lil shuga suka sejuk la tu...hehe..coz once balik msia je, start balik muntah2!! balik msia means work work work.since i have my first trial this week so had to prepare for the case...then masuk bilik office banyaknye file bertimbun2...then i just received an interview letter for the permanent post on the 23rd...cuak...but i guess the interview went well (except for the koridor raya multimedia part!haha felt so stupid!)

on the 21st had my 3rd check up...i saw lil shuga garu kepala n lil shuga is getting bigger!huhu dah more then 10 cm!comel!!!n since dah nak masuk 16 weeks, the muntah2 dah slow down(i hope stop terus) but i was SHOCKED to know that i gained 4kgsssssssss in one month time!! i know i ate a lot lately but i didnt feel or look like 54kg pun!!ke i yg perasan??!! argh...kena jaga2 la..doktor pun kata usually naik 2kgs je...:( hmm..the next day i was on mc for 2days since i got a very bad cough n sakit mataaaa!!bayangkan pegi interview wif red eyes!!takpe la...

yesterday since i was free, me follow my hubby to watch his show...brought along jolid,jolin,ayu n aciput,..so tgh nak dress up tu i tried a few dress n i looked fat in most of it!!takperla..btw i had a haircut earlier in the afternoon...the fringe was an accident but my hubby likes it so okay la... so last night we first went to the ruums in sultan ismail for the eh! 20 yang anggun's party...the budak2 lepak dkt tgif bawah coz tak cukup umur..hehe n i accompanied my hubby...n i was proud to see him proudly introducing his "pregnant wifey" to everybody he saw including the "konon sexy" girls..haha.the show in the ruums was fabulous n i enjoyed watching my hubby performed...coz crowd pun sporting...habis perform we went straight to dataran merdeka for another show...this time the crowd geje sket coz banyak rempit..tapi bayangkan kena pakai dress n high heels dkt dataran...malu la jugak..hehe...here are some pics to share.. (phew..penat type...this is for fairy since she's been bugging me to update!)