Friday, March 13, 2009

a letter to nia karlyssa ...


Dear Nia, look at both of us back then, somewhere about a year ago....this was the first time we met yet we didnt feel like strangers to each other at all!

and there i was, a week before u were born, still confused how u would look like, whether u're gonna be like mummy or more to daddy??


owh, remember our first outing session to alamanda when mummy was still in confinement period?yeah,we used to share 'things' that we dont do anymore now :(


and look at you on your very first day!!u looked so puffy and different!!

well..young girl...a year nearly passed by...and things have changed...just look at you now...

u can stand on ur own!

u wear the same shoes like ur daddy have!

u are so tall n u didnt even change ur clothes b4 u went to sleep (until mummy did 4 u)

And now...mummy has changed too...a big change, i shall say....

I USED TO BE THIS...


and now, here i am...starting from our prophet's birthday...
hope u like mummy's new image :)

did i tell u that i used to think this way before: "isshh taknak la nia membesar...kalau boleh nak nia jadi baby je...so small, fragile and harmless..."
well, i couldnt imagine u growing up into a lil girl, toddler, teenager and a lady...
but that's life dear, we grow up and no matter how much i love you and miss feeding u wif my milk, i know one day u will marry your man, have your own family, and feed ur own baby wif ur own milk, just like mummy did to you...:)
ouch.that imagination hurts. but i wanna grow old looking at you living happily and be successful.

well, nia dear...im so thankful for the changes..both for u and me..we both are going thru the phases of life (tho ours may be different) and i hope things will go smoothly for us :)

love, mummy nia.

21 comments:

: Farisa : said...

such a beautiful note..Nia would be very proud reading it..I think she'll give her big smile, reminance her past, shed a few tears & very proud to have U as her mommy :)

xoxo

Ms.WifeY said...

huhu,thanks fairy.i pun ternangis waktu tulis ni!xboleh tahan!! luv u!

najwa said...

serious luv her yellow nike or adidas shoes..nia is so panjang aite..well mummy nia, u've become a wonderful mother n insya Allah a few years to come there's going 2 b more kids 4 u 2 share ur luv with..im so happy that u terbukak hati nak pakai tudong n mendapat hidayah from All Mighty..one step at a time kan..luv ya mummy niaaa..n nia gebu montok 2..miss both of ya..

Mrs.R @ Emi said...

sgt menyentuh hati.......
tini..u sgt cantik bila dh pakai tdung....
Alhamdulillah

al-Buduk said...

tini... buduk nangis baca blog ko nie...
aku tak sabar nak jaga baby aku nie nanti macam ko...
aku terharuuuu... airmata aku mangalir...

: s h e "2 d" n a: : said...

congrats for the changes of urself!! u look soo great..

ina's said...

cik tini, sangat comey la biler pakai tudung.. :D

Ms.WifeY said...

thanks kak emi, shena and ina :) alhamdulillah,tercapai jugak hasrat ni :)

buduk!!sedih kan??bile dah jadi mummy ni mcm2 perasaan dtg, scary memikirkan masa depan anak kita yg akan membesar :(huhu

JujuBeS said...
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JujuBeS said...

ok. first of all. aku gelak baca komen buduk.

yep, u've made the right decision of changing into ur new image. Very Professional and You Looked Fab as i've told you before. Hahaha. to those who look down on ur new image (we know who), i hope one day dia akan dapat wake up call and realize dia not that high class. hahaha.

Rinie said...

i shed some tears. :(

yea u look great wearing tudung. first time i tgk u i mcm, errr.. terpegun. tapi sila jgn perasan ye. but serious. tapi i tak berani nak tanye mcm2 dkt u time tu. hehehehehe.. but i like ur new image. mane tau nanti i pulak terpengaruh. :)

cantik2. pasal joke ape2 aje si shila rusly itu hanyalah lawak semata2 ye. pls dun take it seriously. hahaha. :P

love u~! n nia.

Rinie said...

btw, ni i pakai tootsiebitsie punye id. hahahaa. pelik pulak gi comment dkt blog orang.

fiena said...

okie..sedih..speechless..raising a baby girl is harder than finding a perfect shoe..is this relevant here??? uwarghhhhhhhhh!! i love ur new image too!! so P!!!

Jucci Jucci said...

rini,

jgn risau. tini suka sheila rusly. dia takkan terasa. hahaha

swit@kon said...

i like your new image. keep it up. your hubby and dotter are proud of you, i'm sure

Belly Obsessor said...

Still looking Fab tho with hijab ;)

DaZzlingLilLy said...

hey..dah lama i jadi ur silent reader..u look good wif ur new imej..serious cantik..i jer taktau lagi bila yg nak terbuka ati nak bertudung ni..hehe

-shims- said...

hey Tini!

me pun sgt terharu,sgt sedey membaca, i rasa cm nk half day kerje arini and pergi pelok my mummy and xnk lepas. :(( i want my mummmmmyyyyyyyyyy...

-shims- said...

oh ya, forgot sumthing,, me lovey ur tudung. sgt sweet kayyy. i pun planning nk start pakai tudung this ramadhan, Insha Allah sgt. share lah,, how is it like the first day out with tudung.. me risau sgt if cm org kt ofis pandang pelik ke,,serong ke,, the-apahal-lak-ngan-minah-ni sort of looks and even stares. Post up something on it lah tini. Sgt tuja n x sbr utk nk membaca.

Thankies! muahs.

-buah hati mama- said...

hi..i'm ur SR..
love ur new image..
takutkan bila memikirkan camana cara tebaik utk mendidik anak kita supaya jd yg terbaik bila besar nanti..
wish u all the best..

Monalisa said...

ok.. dah menangis.. :(