Monday, April 12, 2010

my light during the night....
















last night when i was asleep on our bed at the love nest, somebody woke me up.


"mummyy.....bangun...."so i opened my eyes and looked at the clock, it was 4.30 am..."mummyy...nak suussuuu.." so i got up from my bed and told her nicely, "nia dodok jap okk??mummy turun buat suuusuu k??" it was one of the rare occasion where she would just agree (instead of wanting to follow me along) so she said "okkk..." lega dalam hati mummy tak payah dukung nia turun mlm2 dgn mata terpisat2...


so while i was making her milk, i heard her voice sayup2 "mummyy...mummy.." i quickly naik atas and she was just ok, lying on the bed. she drank her milk, half way thru mata hampir tertutup so i felt lega once more coz i was so sleepy at that time. when she finished her milk, i took the bottle from her withour saying anything (usually i each time she finished minum susu i would say "alhamdulill..." and she would sambung "..lahhh..". when i thought she already closed her eyes, i heard her saying "alhamdulillah..." and so i smiled...baru mata ni nak tutup balik, she said "mummy, nak baca doa"..ish..pelik pulak nia ni. so i recited surah al-fatihah and we both menadah tangan (sambil i mata gam). just when i thought nak tido lagi, she said "mummy, nak salam mummy..." i know i easily got pissed off if my sleep diganggu but this time around, aduhh..sayunya hati ni...u know?


then she continued..."nak cerita pasal london dengan mummy..." we always have this kind of conversation especially before she goes to sleep, we recap events that already happened in her life and i always let her tell her own "version" of stories..good enough, this story telling session memang kuatkan memory dia bout past events...but not at somewhere around 5 in the morning!hehe..so we crita2 for a while n the notty mummy pretended to sleep. but lil nia continued by saying..."nia taknak tidoo..." "nak mummy dokong..." so i asked her where she wanna go? she said she wanted to join her daddy watch tv outside..so i said" nia duduuk dgn daddy, mummy sleep k?mummy nak work esok..mummy ngantok.."


"tak nak..nak mummy duduk sebelah nia,ok??" hhmm... "ok"..so i carried her in front of the tv, she sat on the couch and watched tv while i had to sleep next to her...sitting position.phew..and then i continued my journey to lala land at 5 am...zzzz....nia, sometimes u can act so sweet n so goodie goodie at night, kan?how i wish u're not so garang during day time..hehe

4 comments:

najwa said...

serious nia nie so baikkkkk n chomel..nia b a wonderful big sis 2 ur lil baby nanti k..n jumpa auntie najwa kena kiss n hug..tak nak sombong2 k..hhehehehehe...luv u lil nia..cant wait 4 ur 2nd bday partay...

~f@R~ said...

Nia you're so shomeeell... such a good example to your lil bro/sis :) Love the pic of you in the high heels :p

p/s: Kelwa dah custom made bday prezzie nia... so baby KTRSM :)

Nur Nisrinah said...

Nia mcm kau la waktu kichi2...
Sebelum tido nak cerita2 dulu dgn aku sampai ngantok... kadang2 aku dah tido, ko cakap sorang2.... :D
hahahahaha....

Anonymous said...

i guess she is garang because she has her own personality, bijak nia ni bila dh besar nnt =)