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kuta, bali

hey fargu! nothing much to update la :p

this week is my 18th week of pregnancy.im feeling much much better bout myself :) since there's no more muntah2,loya2,or any kesakitan yg melampau sampai tak boleh pegi kerja (tho kalau ikut hati dan nafsu mmg malas nak pegi keje sampai tahun dpn!)

been so busy suddenly,tiba2 bnyk files yg masuk dahla next week nak cuti raya n krismas..hmm malas malas malas.i hate last minute notices. btw,my 4th check up will be next week, n believe it or not, for the past 2 weeks my tummy had been growing quite fastly! and it is still growing right now..i guess the time has finally come to see the "excessive" changes the doctor told me b4! i do not know how big is my baby right now but my tummy does look big n bloated n rasa dia mcm kulit yg sgt menegang,nak pecah mcm tiup belon! mlm2 is the part where it hurts so much,mmg tak selesa dah nak tidur...pusing kiri kanan n meniarap lagi la sakit! n i cant imagine how will it feels bila perut dah masuk 6 months??lagi nipis??pecah??huhu scary!! this morning i felt so "tegang" n "keras" hehe n i wonder is this what they called contraction?if it is then it is just the beginning...cant imagine 2 bulan lagi! pergi kerja pun dok rotate baju kurung yg sama..boring..no more shirts or pants or skirts!n kain baju kurung tu secara rahsianya mmg tak zip n cangkuk langsung!!haha tak muat!

my back ache is also getting worse slowly...bawak extra bantal n toto to office,tak boleh tahan duduk lama dkt atas kerusi ofis yg keras ni!! hmm..now i realize it's not easy to carry a child n now i appreciate my mak a whole lot more!! tsk tsk :(

friendly affair...

heyho!

a lot of things have been happening since my last post....well right now im quite busy wif office works but since dah mata gam n lama tak update so i think i better write :) hehe
last week was the "meet my frens" week... let me start wif 28th nov, wednesday evening, i rushed home from the office n it was raining heavily but that didnt stop me n hubby to bring the kids (jolid jolin n the burung tiongs) to r'n' b nite at live n loud concert in stadium merdeka. we bought 2 tickets (sitting as i am not interested in standing for the whole night due to my condition) n the other 4 tickets (standing in front of the stage) were given free courtesy of azan as he got lotsss of extra tix. we managed to arrive at stadium merdeka just on time n where not many people have arrived yet so we got to choose our seats :) we also met k.didi n the rest of barney's relatives there so they sat (or stand) wif the kids... the concert was fun especially the part where mark douglas from philippines (i do not know dis guy but his voice was superb n very rnb'ish), taufik batisah, azan,lah n mode sang ...then there were lil g of silk yg my hubby minat tapi i was not familiar of their songs n the kci n jojo at lasstt...but menghampakan, kci n jojo punya suara was out of expectation, pecah (compared to our malaysian singers) n performance agak lucah yg sengaja dilebih-lebihkan until we became bosan. but at laast when they sang crazy, all mylife barulah best...1.30 balik n i actually slept during the concert!haha n tak sabar nak balik coz the music was damn loud n bergegar til my perut terasa gegar je!kesian lil shuga :(

on the 29th i went to bangsar village for rini's 'bride to be dinner'. on the way to bangsar jammed teruk giler n i started sneezing all the way, was thinking of asking barney to patah balik but then we proceed...the dinner was a simple get together n it was fun sebab makan sedap n dpt jumpa everybody yg lama tak jumpa plus the yummylicious cupcakes!! so as i went back that nite i got a fever n bad flu..couldnt sleep the whole nite...thank god barney ada boleh jaga...
but i had to wake up n dragged myself to the office coz ada notice nak filekan..n during meeting my boss noticed my red nose n non stop coughing so he decided to let me go early so dat i cud go to the clinic...balik half day jumaat tu, makan ubat n tido....

on saturday i was still resting n recovering from my flu...najwa n fairy came to temankan me since the whole family went to pd for a family day n barney was in penang...so i had them as my sleeping partners!woohoo...went to bangsar in the evening to shop for new clothes...hop from one shop to another n me bought my pregnancy dressy :) had a really delicious nasi goreng ayam dkt mamak then we went back to fairy's houz to get her stuff then balik bangi...by the way, this week i got a lot of new 'preggy bajus' as bday prezzie from my frens! thanks to juju,rini, far, adikya anis n mek! dat nite main dressing up depan najwa n fairy so dat i know what to wear the next time i go out n not complain about "i takder baju la..."!

the next day barney sent me to the curve for my belated bday lunch wif the chickies...i arrived an hour late due to some unforseeable reasons..hehe sorry girls...the theme was "dress' so had a tough time jugak nak pilih dress yg sempoi di tengahari buta yg panas ni.. had lawak bodoh as usual n picture taking session..ate A LOT..hmm what can i do?shop a bit but the weather was damn hot i got a headache again..pastu balik so habisla weekend i yg best...:(

this week kerja banyak...n nothing much yg interesting pun..by the way, im having major headaches lately, i cant rely on paracethamol all the time so i ask barney to urut...now i think i need to find a good oil n ive consulted my colleague, she recommended me "voren gel" which can be used by pregnant ladies...well, have no plans for the weekend coz barney nak pegi kedah :( so i guess i'll just have a good rest..that's what a mommy-to-be deserves to have right? :)

will post the pictures later ya!

just a lil' reminder for me...

i miss them :( plus some who are not in this pic...

today im in the office...had a bad news bout my case last week..but i'd rather not talk about it anymore..btw,this week is my 16th week of pregnancy. remembering my original intention in creating this blog was to keep track on the journey of my pregnancy, so i decided to compare some changes btw my first trimester and my early 2nd trimester stage....





1. earlier on i was 50 kgs, now 54 kgs :)


2. my bump is getting "slightly" bigger since dah masuk 4th month...n im starting to have difficulties adjusting my body during sleepingtime


3.my morning sickness (or all the time sickness) dah kurang...rite now the average of muntah2 is once a week...


4.nausea or loya2 dah hilang...before this tak boleh bau benda BUSUK n yuckie


5.symptom yg selalu serang right now is PENING. MAJOR HEAD ACHE


6.sakit perut yg i selalu dapat before this dah takda sgt...


7.since my perut is starting to grow, ive started using bio-oil n alhamdulillah so far no stretch marks n i hope the perut will grow beautifully...


8. about the piles/buasir...it's always there...like chipsmore, kejap ada, kejap takde:( it's very sensitive through out my pregnancy...especially now since im having batuk kering yg teruk..everytime batuk the pressure; instead pegi to perut (since ada baby so takboleh) it goes down there...so buasir pun jadi lagi coz batuk ni mcm meneran...sakit sgt...


9.right now i keep on urinating every now n then especially time malam waktu tidur...due to the rahim yg semakin membesar since baby pun growing so the rahim is pushing the tulang pelviks..batuk pun boleh terkencing okay :(


10.earlier stage of my pregnancy i didnt have the appetite to makan...n i used to crave for laksa..but since lepas raya, selera makan punyelah banyak...sometimes i dont even have a reason to eat but rasa lapar je..!n know tosai is still my fav plus ice cream!


11.earlier pun i didnt have the mood to go out or nak jumpa org,i'd rather stay at home n rest n sleep...kalau keluar pun malas nak dress up apa lagi pakai make up!! but now dah rajin berjalan balik n i find shopping interesting again:) plus im in the mood to mencantikkan diri...so at least im making my hubby smiles again:)


12.about the mood swing..it's still there, come n go..but the person who has to tolerate wif it most of the time is my hubby...kesian dia...i have to admit my condition ni really2 mencabar rumah tangga...it all depends on whether u can sabar or not. mengada2 usah cakap...manja 24 jam...marah mengamuk at the smallest thing...i pray to god to give us the strength nak go through this stage...


13.n most of all, since the earliest stage i knew i was preggie, the only person that i want to be wif 24/7 is my hubby!serious never felt this way before.tho we live in one house, it never feels enough!i need his attention n extra care ( i know dia pun pelik) n im extra sensitive dgn dia.tapi i realized that i really2 luv him n this feeling is so wonderful n i always want to manjakan him like a baby (i know he may not feel this way coz naturally guys are insensitive n rasa buat apa nak lebih2 kan?) but im thankful to god for giving me this unconditional feeling towards my hubby..really.(at least takla rasa guilty sgt marah2 dia selalu...hehe)





well...that's all at the moment...one thing for sure, a preggie woman like me HATES GOING TO WORK!!! all i wanna do is laze around at home...i dont wanna go to work!!i hate looking at my boss's face for no reason...:( but do i have a choice?





n...i miss my girl frens..lama tak buat stupid jokes.. (but it's good for the baby:p)

im back!!! heh

phew....lamanya tak update blog!so many many things have happened in onemonth time! london was great and it was my first time celebrating my birthday far far away from malaysia.... no wishes from my friends (since i forgot to register for roaming :( ) but only family around me...it's ok oz i got a suprise bday cake from my hubby late at nite when i just came out from the toilet finishing my business! thanks to everybody in the ramly's n my hubby too! we did a lot of shopping in london (even though i promised to myself not to buy anymore shoes or clothes) but i took the opportunity to buy some maternity clothes n some (some???) for the little one :) n the best n most worth buy was a dior n a celine handbag:)

thank god kesihatan di london okay...except muntah once...the journey in the flight was also okay...lil shuga suka sejuk la tu...hehe..coz once balik msia je, start balik muntah2!! balik msia means work work work.since i have my first trial this week so had to prepare for the case...then masuk bilik office banyaknye file bertimbun2...then i just received an interview letter for the permanent post on the 23rd...cuak...but i guess the interview went well (except for the koridor raya multimedia part!haha felt so stupid!)

on the 21st had my 3rd check up...i saw lil shuga garu kepala n lil shuga is getting bigger!huhu dah more then 10 cm!comel!!!n since dah nak masuk 16 weeks, the muntah2 dah slow down(i hope stop terus) but i was SHOCKED to know that i gained 4kgsssssssss in one month time!! i know i ate a lot lately but i didnt feel or look like 54kg pun!!ke i yg perasan??!! argh...kena jaga2 la..doktor pun kata usually naik 2kgs je...:( hmm..the next day i was on mc for 2days since i got a very bad cough n sakit mataaaa!!bayangkan pegi interview wif red eyes!!takpe la...

yesterday since i was free, me follow my hubby to watch his show...brought along jolid,jolin,ayu n aciput,..so tgh nak dress up tu i tried a few dress n i looked fat in most of it!!takperla..btw i had a haircut earlier in the afternoon...the fringe was an accident but my hubby likes it so okay la... so last night we first went to the ruums in sultan ismail for the eh! 20 yang anggun's party...the budak2 lepak dkt tgif bawah coz tak cukup umur..hehe n i accompanied my hubby...n i was proud to see him proudly introducing his "pregnant wifey" to everybody he saw including the "konon sexy" girls..haha.the show in the ruums was fabulous n i enjoyed watching my hubby performed...coz crowd pun sporting...habis perform we went straight to dataran merdeka for another show...this time the crowd geje sket coz banyak rempit..tapi bayangkan kena pakai dress n high heels dkt dataran...malu la jugak..hehe...here are some pics to share.. (phew..penat type...this is for fairy since she's been bugging me to update!)

still in rayA mood~

hubby n wifey at p.ramlee the musical 191007 (me 11 weeks!)

phewww...dah 2weeks since my last post...lamanya (plus malas)...well, to re-cap...my raya was good...first time cium tgn suami pagi raya plus ada dialog lagi (coz i bnyk dosa..huhu) n first time dpt duit raya from my hubby...well,he's the only person who gave me duit raya this year since im working, married n a mom to be (boringnye org lain dah tak bagi duit raya...) we wore pakaian sedondon, silver+bluish & white...my baju this year pun lain sikit dari zaman belum kahwin...ala ala long dress (maternity dress??!)huhu!

first day raya we went to datok's house in pj then me n hubby went to mama's house in damansara...pastu gi kubur kat tmn melati...went to 2 of his uncles' houses both in kl then went back to bangi...by 5 pm all of us (including mama n k.didi) went back to malacca for 2 days :) on sunday tgh mlm we went back to bangi n i muntah teruk gila sampai nangis coz dah tahan loya sejak dlm kereta...huhu..so the next morning my hubby advised me not to follow him n mama to ipoh for a day trip...huhu first year beraya tak dpt gi ipoh tapi lega gak coz i got enough rest on that day...:) well..itu je la raya i...the rest, i just welcomed org yg dtg beraya to our house in bangi hampir setiap mlm coz all of us will be going to uk dah...

basically takder open houz n my only fren (excluding adikya, anis n meq)yg dtg beraya was juju who brought jaja along...:) thanks juccilovey coz i truly missed u! oh ya, meqqie got engaged on the 20th oct! congrats lil sis! u're ON THE WAY dah eh...btw, she looked truly sweet n beautiful on dat day n the event was a sweet one..at last....

ESOK HARI RAYA!!

kind of sad, lonely, bored at this moment...thinking that all my loved ones are at home busy preparing n cooking for raya...while here i am..all alone feeling so stuck in the office :( this year is the first raya where i am not able to join the girls preparing for the ketupat.....before this..i mean all these years mak akan kejut us after nenek n busu sampai rumah...then me n ayu dgn mata gamnya turun masukkan beras dalam daun ketupatt...sampai tgahari baru siap:) tahun ni tak meriah betul coz i only applied for raya leave on tuesday (one day je cuti)

well apart from that, this year marks a new experience for me too...first time beraya dengan hubby as a wife n a mummy to be!huhu all in one!hopefully n insyaallah next year dah tambah a new 'lil one' :) quite excited to celebrate raya wif barney,siap sama2 pagi raya n salam him :) taking pictures on pagi raya..hehe..

it's almost noon which means it's time for lunch break..i guess i nak balik rumah jap coz sumpah boring kat ofis...senyap sunyi je...tinggal 3 org!!org lain dah balik cuti :( before i go, i wanna wish everyone, all my friends n family SELAMAT HARI RAYA, POHON KEMAAFAN KERANA SEBAGAI MANUSIA BIASA SUDAH TENTU BANYAK DOSA SECARA SEDAR ATAU TIDAK TELAH DILAKUKAN SEPANJANG TAHUN INI. enjoy raya!

p/s:sumpah mengidam gila ketupat,kuah kacang n ayam rendang! (tapi bukan kuah DOC KAC k!)

morning n night sickness

helo lil kac'!

my trip to penang last week was a pleasant one..alhamdulillah the 4hours journey pegi n balik were smooth...tak jammed n i pun takder sakit perut or nak muntah...penang was so oldskool' n i luv the environment there...quite jakun gak coz dah dekat 11 tahun tak pegi penang!for the first time me n barney bukak puasa kat luar:) he drove me to gurney drive n we ate at the chinese stalls...makan gila2!charkuey teow kerang, laksa penang, nasi goreng n rojak pasembur:) memang worth it:) then we went back to the hotel...me n barney decided to go for spa.dah excited n siap pilih oil dah, tiba2 the lady asked me "are u expecting?" so i said yeah. unfortunately they wont accept preggy woman for spa:( kempunan gue...kesian barney tak pasal2 he also couldnt go for the spa coz i didnt want to be alone while he's "rejuvenating"!

hari sabtu we had a family gathering buka puasa in bangi...ramai sgt including cat's side n his TFC's. mlm tu pun i makan quite a lot coz we catered nasi minyak waktu i kahwin yg i tak sempat rasa tu:( mmg sedap...mlm sikit my barney, b'cha n the boys pegi beli lotsss of bunga api n mercun n we wall had fun main bunga api n mercun..ala2 suasana kampung!yg tua sampai yg kecik semua main! my hubby plg budak2 skali! yg perempuan semua tgk sambil duduk kat tangga..hihi...i played a few bunga api n me n buduk terbakar rambut busuk gile bau ikan bakar!!huhu

yesterday me n barney decided to get out of the house n jalan2 coz dia nak cari baju raya...so we went to SACC mall...he bought 3 pasang baju, semua sedondon dgn i...light blue...light purple n red...i belanja him sepasang:) oops lupa on sabtu all my baju raya siap n alhamdulillah semua muat n jadi:) but this time i had to pay wif my own money:( thank god barney belanja semua...kalau tak sah-sah i pokai... since i already bought barney's sampin in terengganu last month so itu je dia shop..plus butang baju melayu...n the sampin i bought in t'ganu was worth it coz dia warna putih n corak songket dia color rainbow so can match with any baju:) after SACC we went to parade in subang...bought seluar for me(since i no longer feel comfy wearing tight pants) n also baju for meq's engagement...nasib baik dpt gak cari baju merah menyalaaaa!!

n for the first time me n barney had our buka puasa wif my dear childhood sisters at penang village:) sumpah rindu especially adikya coz she's been missing for quite some time! but the dinner was worth it like always...they were so caring, excited, happy to see my new 'condition':) i always feel extremely happy when im wif them.they r the people i cud call sisters...no complications,no jealousy,no issues...everytime we meet (even after a looonngg time) all we do is laugh laugh laugh..forget about everything else...we just be ourselves..our kiddy selves..the way we were when we first knew each other:)love u chickies!

okay..nak balik dah..toodle doo!

p/s: i dah start MUNTAHMUNTAH since last nite n this morning.n i felt so awful.n i cried:(

two hearts that beat as ONE....

helo...today is rabu n im veryyyy bored right now..well, updates on what happened last weekend...

i went to the o&g last saturday.we've decided to choose that place for me to give birth due to the good package that place offered.so bye-bye to hospital putrajaya...we've looked at the pros and cons btw choosing a govt hosp or a private medical centre to deliver the baby...hosp putrajaya is good but after considering the looooooonngggg hours i have to wait everytime i go for check up n also the fact that we don't get the chance to see the doctor(only the nurse) everytime i go for check up...n the limited questions i can ask...n the 'not-so-friendly' treatment i'll get from them...bla bla bla...so i decided to deliver the baby n go through my routine check up in a private medical centre.n it's so neeaarr to my home...bangi...

we went there on saturday based on an appointment at 12 noon.n by 1245 everything was over:) that's one good thing about it, we can make appointments. well, the doctor that i chose was dr.fazlina. she's a very gentle lady, provided me wif a lot of infos (since i asked A LOT) n the most important thing, she made me feel comfortable around her.tu yg paling penting. she scanned my tummy to see n hear the baby's heartbeat:) ya Allah...the first time i saw the tiny little creature, i felt so overjoyed...my hubby pun excited.just imagine, dlm usia 7weeks 5days, the baby was only 1cm!tapi yg magicnye (kuasa Allah) we could see the heartbeat!!laju sgt!!comel sgt!!hehe tiny little heart yg berdegup as fast as 160! we both felt so relieved n happy that the baby's heart was beating normally:) alhamdulillah..

the doc printed out the pic n she told me for the next appointment, dah boleh nampak kaki tangan semua:) hehe tak sabar!the baby will grow real fast in a few weeks time...from 1 cm to ??cm?? so the next time i go there i have to ask for medicines since i'll be flying away to u.k....ni yg kecut perut ni nak naik plane for 13 hours..rasa nak muntah!

then sabtu tu pegi buka puasa rumah cik umi...meq n anis pun ada..so everybody (aunties,uncles, buduk, datuk n nenek) were excited to see the baby's pic!hehe...semua suruh jaga diri elok2...insyaallah,kan barney? :) cuma mak je belum tgk coz she's in london currently so dia pun tak sabar nak tgk the pic...

well..since we've chosen a private place, we need to SAVE money.it's a BIG reminder for me...so right now i have to control my shopping habit n focus more on saving..it's all for the baby:) ye la kalau pagi hosp kerajaan free je...tapi ni everytime pegi kena keluar duit...so kena la berjimat.. raya pun next week..my baju insyaallah siap this weekend..berapa la agaknya ongkosnya??!huhu. nasib baik dah beli baju raya for my mum n mum in law awal2..so now boleh focus on me alone;) duit raya pun dah tukar..huhu first time this year i'll be giving out duit raya!!hehe

ok lah..esok i'll be going to penang...ada mention..so me n hubby took this opportunity to drive to penang n enjoy:)huhu..i simply drag him along coz i dont wanna be alone at this moment..btw, my hubby dah complain yg i ni dah jadi mcm org tua..huhu ive to admit since preggy ni im a bit memboringkan..malas nak keluar rumah..out of 4 buka puasa events yg i kena ikut, ive turned down 2!!kesian my hubby, dia kena pegi sendiri without me..but petang ni n next week i kena paksa lagi...hmm think first la..tgk ada mood ke tak.im so PEMALAS??!! thanks to hubby sebab banyak give in je dgn my kerenah ni... we even went out to midvalley on sunday n believe it or not,tak sampai sejam berjalan, i dah ajak dia balik!! now u tell me, is that me??SO NOT ME....

i miss my wedding -part 1-

before sanding in my room..

not done yet!huhu..my side..140707

songket..on my nikah day..130707

reception at the groom's place...210707

butterfly kisses in my stomach

don't you find this baby super duper cute like a doll??!!huhu i found this pic in the internet...ish anak siapa la ni kan??comell sggtttt...so i decided to put her/his pic as my pc's wallpaper n also hp's wallpaper:)

btw..today dah masuk 7weeks 4 days dah:) cepat je time flies by.... n for the past 2 days i felt slightly better...alhamdulillah...anyway, recent updates on my health condition, i went to the clinic again on monday n the doctor gave me extra medication since the condition of my piles is getting worse...i need to go for a check up again tomorrow to make sure that everything is alright..but i think the medicines are good coz i feel better now n the bleeding has slow down...n tomorrow is also the day for my 1st formal check up with the medical centre...it's nearly 8 weeks so it's time to hear the heartbeat:) i really2 pray n hope that the baby is in a safe condition n will not in any way be affected by my health condition..

btw,i just wan to express my condolence n deepest sympathy to allahyarhamah nurin jazlin binti jazimin for her tragic lost....may u rest in peace in syurga adikku...

on another note,ive been 'on leave' from puasa for a week dah since i have to makan ubat n 'masukkan' ubat..huhu:( n i need to eat A LOT but in STAGES..meaning i takleh makan sekaligus banyak2 coz nanti rasa nak muntah...here are my list of foods so far...
1.soya bean
2.milk (both vanilla n chocolate)
3.laksa..lots of laksa (mengidam)
4.nasi lemak
5.cereals (koko krunch wif milk)
6.pisang
7.apple
8.bread (with any toppings including sambal ikan bilis)
9.siput sedut (tiba2 je suka)
10.fruit juice

so what do you think?hehe...ive been forcing myself to eat most of the foods everyday tapi if u realize, one thing is missing...i really really need to eat more sayurs...:( hmmm will i still be able to fit in my baju raya? *sigh*

clinic face

today is exactly one week after the good news:) n within this 1 week dah masuk 3 kali i pegi jumpa doctor! last friday i went to the clinic to confirm the pregnancy...alhmadulillah, today the baby is exactly 6weeks 3days old:) i spent the weekends at my in law's place in damansara...hari sabtu half of the day since 9am was spent at tv3...did a recording for hari raya show...by tv9, about couples who celebrate raya for the first time:) mmg badan penat sgt campur sakit perut yg neverending...

on monday i was on m.c coz sakit perut n mual yg teramat sgt!!the doctor said it's normal n the sakit perut is the symptom dat i have to live with throughout this pregnancy:( dapat la ubat for mual n perut masuk angin...tapi i still puasa...sakit perut ni mmg sgt2 tak selesa especially when i go to work..rase takde mood all the time..muka masam n rasa nak baring je all the time...hhmmm kesian my hubby asyik kena je kalau i bad mood..berdosa i.but thanks to him for making me happy n to all my frens who got to know bout this too, thanks for being happy for me:) i guess all i need right now is happiness n ketenangan.its all for the baby.

n yesterday i started getting buasir.but i was not sure at first.all i knew was punggung sakiiiittt peddiiihh sgt sgt.drive pun susah,duduk or baring pun sakit!dah la hubby takde:( barney is in pahang for 2 days...so takde org nak mengadu:( then today i didnt go to work coz terlalu pedih sampai jalan terkengkang2! so i went to the clinic wif bujelin. doctor checked n she said mmg dah teruk!biru n lebam coz the vein dah twisted, patutla pedih n sakit sgt!!so i tak puasa, she inserted the pill dlm tu, ya allah sakittt sgt!n i got an m.c for 2 days:) jalan pun takleh so dok baring mengiring je la ni:( tak sabar nak tunggu barney balik.....

1st day of ramadhan- a new chapter of life-

exactly 2 months ago me n my hubby became one entity...130707 adalah hari kami bernikah :) and exactly 2 months from that date, adalah hari seluruh dunia menyambut kegembiraan dan kesyukuran...ramadhan...n yesterday, hari pertama puasa will be the day that i will never forget:) memang betul kata orang ramadhan bulan penuh keberkatan n sesungguhnya i feel so blessed n bersyukur sangat2 kat Tuhan sebab makbulkan doa me n hubby...n for sending me the most precious gift:) i know my girlfriends will scream like mad if they get this news..hehe..i was shocked smalam but then happy..then nangis :) hehe first experience....

actually dah hampir 2 weeks ive been having this 'period kind' of stomach ache...but it only comes during night time..pagi je okay...then my monthly red flag tak datang..then ader la lagi a few symptoms yg at last made me told my mom...coz i have no idea what it was and no one to ask...then after getting so curious n penat n sakit slalu, yesterday i decided to make a move.

since smalam puasa, so waktu lunch hour i went out alone to guardian n memandai2 sendiri cari the test kit...nerdy punya pasal, i terbeli samapi 3 and they cost me rm50!!!mahal la n berat hati gak coz i thought ade 2 je actually ada 3!!so terbazir la...but since it was my first time so tak kisahla terspent sikit...then i went back straight to office...pegi toilet..did the test and ya Allah...the result was damn laju, tak sempat berdebar pun!!i terkejuthappy,tak percaya semua ada!!:) and then of course the first person i told was my dearest mom:) then hubby n a few people..tapi as usual la when i reached home smue org dah tau sampai 'e' pun tau!! my mom ni practically the whole world dah tau...ye la excited kan:) thanks mak...

so now...i have to go to the doctor to clarify things...n hmm bnyk nak kena blaja ni..a new chapter of life! n i pray sgt2 supaya everything berjalan lancar for me:) me n hubby excited sgt till when i told him die suruh i sumpah berjuta kali coz dia tak percaya biasala b4 this kan i suka main2 ngan die...hehe..happy shugagi!!

there's always a first time...

helo shugamonkeymonk...i will mark today, 12th of September 2007, 1215pm as my first time blogging!huhu..since lil shuga yg request to create our own lil' blog, so i saje test2 n here i am :) well, testing dulu k...more to write later...btw, i think there's not many options for me to choose as the background n since im buta it, so this layout will be the best one at the moment...